it’s sad.
I hate feeling sick but I love making myself sick
I hate pain but I love causing myself pain
I hate being alone but love isolating myself
I hate stomach pains but love starving myself
it’s sad , but true
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Either I eat, and I hate myself
Or I don’t eat, and I hate myself.
May as well be skinny while I hate myself
Since I’ll hate myself either way. Right?
I’m so fat that when I look in the mirror I can’t even believe that fat ass whale is me
I pinch at the fat around my waist, I pull in the fat at the back of my arms to see what I’ll look like if my arms were skinny, and I pull my inner thigh fat behind to see myself with an artificial thigh gap.
I’m fat and I made myself fat. This is all on me… it’s my responsibility to make myself skinny now.
me: *weighs myself* hey awesome I lost like half a pound! great!
me, 10 minutes later: *weighs myself* wow ive gained .1 lb i’ve really let myself go i better not eat for the rest of the day.
i hate myself i FUCKING hate myself and i can’t contain it i feel so fucking fat everything hurts i can feel the fat suffocating my neck i’m disgusting i’m a piggy
Day 3
A picture of your thinspiration. What features do you like about this person?
Tbh there are so many beautiful thinspos out there and I can’t decide which one to pick, so I decided to post a picture of myself at my lowest weight even though I remember that I didn’t like myself at that weight it reminds me that I can do it again. Hopefully. I was around 48 kg in those pictures, maybe less and I love how my legs look compared to now.. and I quite like how tiny my upper body looks in the hoody. I wish I never gained that much weight.
Totally insecure about posting these pictures
Day 5
Why do you really want to lose weight? Are you doing it for you?
Yes I am definitely doing it for me. I don’t feel comfortable in my body, me not feeling comfortable ruined my relationships, I hate myself so much that I can’t let other people love me. I am doing it because I want to feel good about myself and I want to save the relationships I still have…
My fellow short and chubby girls,
I’m 5,3. I can’t make myself taller, but I can make myself thinner.
I am in control. My life, my choices.
You are in control. It’s your life.
Reblog this is you are a short girl who swears to work hard to achieve perfection!